alone in the croud. . . poem 19

I am just another person a person in the crowd

 you could not tell witch one was me if the lights went out

you say I am amazing I’m just a shade of gray

 one just like the others nothing special nothing extraordinary

 I’m just another person a person in the crowd

and if we were to meet you'd turn and leave me

standing all alone again

 alone in the crowd

invisible... poem 18

Invisible,

I am invisible

Forever invisible

Never seen invisible

Never herd invisible

Never touched invisible

Never held invisible

Never slept invisible

Never live invisible

Never fly invisible

Never loved invisible

Forever invisible

I am invisible

Invisible

lost love and memory. . . poem 17

Every single tear

On the floor they dropped

And every last good bye

That made my life go plop

For every single time

I told you I love you

All the poems I have written

And the blood that I gave for two

Every time I try to make it clear

What we have I want to stay

You turn your back around

And make it seam you want to walk away

I am not a perfect person

But not a shade of gray

Many different colors

Make me what I am today

If you never could imagine what we ever could be

Then take a look inside my head

and see what the hell I see

Every single tear

On the rose peddle they now fall

And every last good bye

My memory trailed off. . . . .

star bright. . . poem 16

Star light star bright won’t you hear my wish to night

My wish to love forever what  is really real

And see beyond the veil of that which is concealed

Show me to my path and color it in gray

Teach me what I need to know or take my life away

Save me from this ditch that they call my life

Don’t drop me from this cliff and leave me here to die

feeling never felt. . . poem 15

never has this feeling

sprinted through my veins

this feeling warm and fuzzy

I hope that it remains

For once I feel accepted

By one that I can love

The one I have had feelings for

Since this year begun

You know who you are

You say you love me to

I guess it’s fair to say

I’ve fallen in love with you

<3

my truth. . . poem 14

Through the glitter through the black

No one see’s the confidence I lack

I hide my fears behind a smile

Knowing there will be tears in a while

Though the beauty I may show

only sadness is what I know

you wonder what is in the dark

in the shadows of my heart

the barriers I’ve built

because of you have begun to wilt

secret smile. . . poem 13

You were once a stranger then I came to know

The little secret life that you did not show

You hide behind the mask

That people recognize as a smile

No one know that it may fade after a while

You once slammed a door and now I hold the key

The key to all your secrets you never shared with me

Will you let me in I’ll save you from your fate

Fate your destination if you don’t trust in me

You sit up in your room and poetry you write

Each poem screams the truth if you look down deep inside